I wanted somethig different…. so this is what I got.

Ok so a Lady from the MSN mom’s group I belong to posted this joke.  I pesonally thought it was hiliarious.  Check it out…

This little review made me laugh:

“

The Other Boleyn Girl (PG-13)

Catfight in the House of Tudor

By Jim Emerson, Editor

Mary Boleyn: “You know I love him.”

Anne Boleyn: “Well, perhaps you should stop.”

Sassed her, Pussycat! Kill! Kill!

If Russ Meyer had made “The Other Boleyn Girl,” Anne and Mary Boleyn would have yanked some hair, scratched some eyeballs, walloped each other in their respective kissers, and the movie would have been all the better for it. Just imagine: “Beneath the Valley of the Tudorvixens”: Meee-oww!   “

I might as well join them sometime in the future… but I want a wii! Yeah… so it seems that Josh isn’t the only gamer in the family. Nate is joinig the ranks. He watched his dad play for a while and even wanted his own try at moving the joystick. In the end he got his ver own controller which he has drooled on to the point that I question whether or not it will work in the future. He loves it though.

So after Josh left for the field today I hanged out with Nate.  I had him in the carseat and we chilled and played. 

 Here are some shots that because my fliker is full of pics from last month (I still have tons besides) did not make it.  My monthly limit said “NO!”  *sniffle*

http://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b165/littlebitsofme/392008006.jpg

Click on that then just click on to see the rest.  There are 6 from today.

Well it’s been forever since I’ve posted here.  My apologies. 

We are still daycare less. 

But now we have couches!!  And next month we get our TV. AND I have a video of how or place looks like… pre-couches.

OK… so I’m finally going to be with Josh.  I’m finally going to be able to live with my husband as a married couple should… you know, together.   It’s great we have a house.  It’s great that the place comes furnished for now. 

 HOWEVER

I’ve come across a few hurdles.  I have to get childcare, rent a car, pass reclass training and get a job.

Right now, I could care less about training (though PT will be a b*tch) or the job (i want to work) I can even just deal with the car.   What is really driving me sick with stress is childcare.

I need it like I need air.  Why?  Why can’t my butt just stay home and take care of my 4 month old???? Because I have to go to training. 

crap crap crap crap crap

There is now way arround it.  I need childcare.  The waiting lists for the centers in post are about 8 months long.  Apparently the education system in the islad outside of the post sucks balls, and I have to be very careful as to who takes care of my child if I end up choosing a family child care program.  Even for all that I still need the cash to pay them what they want.  Also, life out there is friggin expensive!!

I just wish I could bang my head agains the wall till it felt numb or turned to mush.  Josh says to relax and that we’ll figure it out.  Obviously that’s what I should be doing, but I can’t help it.  I mean… it’s my kid, and a commitment I really have no way out of.  

I need the daycare, and I need money to pay for it.  To get the money I need the job, but for the job I need the daycare.  UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   I HATE catch 22’s. 

Don’t you?

*headdesk*  sometimes I just want to die *smacksmacksmacksmack*

I have my planet ticket and kido and I will be leaving Idaho for good on the 22nd.   We are finally going to reunite this family!  I’m extatic and beyond myself. 

 Now, however, starts the crazy running arround.  I have to make sure all the baby stuff gets packed right and that the movers come here.  Josh did the paperwork in Hawaii but now I have to set it up over here.  I think the most difficult thing will be shipping the car.  Not only because I have to digg it out but because I might have to take it all he way to Seattle.  That could be a problem. 

I remember all I had to do to get my car ready for shipment when I got it here from Germany and frankly, it’s a pain in the behind.  Alas, it must and will be done!

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Well I’ll be leaving for the airport in a few hours.  The roads are pretty bad so we are leaving a bit earlier.  Funny thing is that I’m so anxious and excited about seeing Josh that I wasn’t able to sleep at all.  Hense my sitting here at the computer rather than trying to get some shut eye.

At the same time, I don’t want to leave my baby.  I’ve been spending just about every minute of the day with the little one.  I just could not put him down or stop kissing him.  I don’t want to let go of him but this trip will be good for his dad and myself.  All I know is that I’m going to miss him a whole lot, but for goodness sakes I’m only going for a week.

I just can’t wait till I have the papers saying I can go to take my Nate with me.  Which, by the way, are apparently only waiting on a signature now.   *happy dance*   I’ll be finding out more once I get there.  I’m taking the comp with me so I can show Joshy-poo (He is going to HATE that! LMAO) pictures of Nate.  Who knows, I might be able to pop in here and let you know how the Island is like and how I’m doing….

Yeah… you and I both know that’s not likely going to happen.    Ima gonna enjoy my here husband!  He owes me some well deserved cuddleling time.

I can’t wait to see him!!

ps:  I even got my pretty makeup on